It is my rest day! Supposedly I should be at peace and enjoy the day. But why my mind is still in the office? All the tasks that I left and I have done already which I could not change anymore still haunt me.Yes, I think I am obsessed with my job. This is not a good thing. There is something wrong. Or, maybe, I am not happy anymore?
I have always been hard on myself. Maybe I am a perfectionist? I could not forgive myself for any mistake. Since I want to be perfect, I want others to be perfect too. I see myself and I see others too. Now that is worse. I am getting worse each day. And it only affects my performance. I hope I could just be as apathetic as others are. Here I go again.
I prayed hard last night. I pray that I will learn just to focus on myself and on what I do. That way, I would be able to concentrate on my job better and would commit less error or none at all.
